MEMOIR reflects on constructing the meta images of self. Use the visuals of external reality to simulate memory modes and thinking patterns. Blur the cognitive realms of self through simple manipulation of scenes -- zoom in & out, far & close, fast & slow, etc. Enter into a meditative state by visualizing the color gold as Hua Tou (Hua Tou is a method of meditation. It brings about Great Doubt). Dualism of "gaze and being gazed" collapses in the iteration of fading perception of time and fallacies of memory.